Days Of Me

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When people think they know me,

I wonder, do they really,

me, excessively content me,

marathon-a-minute mind me.

Shy me, smiley me, one of a kind me.

Calorie conscious me, fretful me,

Laps around the track, running,

sweating, mindful of the fat that's

burning, the fat thats not burning,

run harder, faster, don't stop, out of control.

Insecure me, not good enough me,

fiddle in my seat, glance around,

attentive to who is watching me.

Timid me, don't look them in the eyes.

Hearing impaired me, what was

that, what did they say, did she speak

my name, what... what... what...

Silly me, laughing till stomach throbs,

obnoxious, falling over, pleasure

leaping from my mouth, giggling,

snickering at nothing, silence, memoirs.

Organized me, pre-setter out, aware of

irrelevant particulars, stresser of

inconsequential details and petty

commentary, foolish me.

Inappropriate minded me, tainted

thoughts, wipe them clean, tougher

than it appears, trying me.

Genial me, affable to strangers, pleaser

of persons, easily amiable me, friendly me.

Easy loser of footing, blusher of cheeks.

Undecided me, non lover of assessment

making, hater of deciding.

Big reaction wanting me, approval from

paradigm merrily accepting, hoping

for legitimate significance.

Stubborn me, inspiration in psyche, incapable

of escape, unwilling to release, hostage

keeper of belief, warder of opinion.

Overly compassionate me, excessively

thoughtful me, dig in deep, planter

of emotions, overdone affections for

those who care the very least, flippant

annotations for those who love

unreservedly, setter up for self affliction.

Distracted me, incapable me.

Disregarded me, feeler of being

overlooked, worrier of dissatisfaction,

wanting to gratify others, tricky,

others difficult to gratify, try anyways.

Exciting me, affectionate me,

enjoyable to be around, lover of

making others laugh, making others

happy, lover of improving others

situations, helper of damaged souls.

Plain me, simple me, lover of music,

lover of company, people, friendship.

Walker of feet, breather of air, step by

unrelenting step, liver of days. Sleeping me,

shutter of eyes, head rester on pillow,

swallow in unsullied heavens, clean,

bliss, happy me.

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